To Dedication

Dedication is the one that's always there for you, the one who you can depend on no matter what the case is. Always there when you need him, always there even through the hard times. I had him and he made me laugh, never made me cry. i knew i could trust him with any and everything. i was willing to give him my heart because i knew he would never hurt me.

He gave me his all, was willing to leave everything behind just to be with me and make me happy. He had the sweetest of hearts and always forgave me whenever i would mess up. he was never the one to hold anything against me. for a long time i thought i couldnt find someone that wanted me for me and he showed me that he TRULY cared for me and loved me with all his heart, somethin that no other guy had showed me in the past. i knew he would never leave me, or hurt me. we had somethin good and he wanted to do everythin he could to make sure we kept that.

But what did he get in return? a broken heart along with broken promises and days of disrespect from me. he didnt deserve any of the shit i gave him the last few days we were even talking. he deserved so much more from me then to be disrespected over the phone. i hope he reads this and sees that i havent forgiven myself for anything i did to him and that he meant so much to me, no matter what i said to him or how i acted towards him. its like i just found somebody else and just completely forgot about your feelings. and forgot about ALL the stuff i put u through but u stayed loyal to me and stayed by myside. i never wanted to hurt u the way i did and now im sorry for it.

So to dedication, thank you for everything you've done for me, for always being there. I hope you see this and now that from the bottom of my heart i mean what im saying to you now and that you can somehow forgive me. Im sorry for hurting you and leaving like i did. I just hope i will always be ur babydoll b/c you still remain to be my babycakes:):)



This is for you K2, my very first love. I wish the best for you, i always have and i always will..no matter what